{"id":2417,"date":"2011-09-25T05:08:16","date_gmt":"2011-09-25T05:08:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thetravellerslastjourney.com\/shai\/2018\/12\/09\/2413-revision-v1\/"},"modified":"2019-07-12T07:43:41","modified_gmt":"2019-07-12T07:43:41","slug":"whiskey-and-speed-in-aldinga-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thetravellerslastjourney.com\/shai\/2011\/09\/25\/whiskey-and-speed-in-aldinga-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Whiskey and speed in Aldinga"},"content":{"rendered":"

Editorial notes<\/strong>:
\nAutobiography?<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n

The journey is not a destination<\/h3>\n

Sleep-deprived – a night<\/a>\u00a0of seizures, lost large-breasted woman, and saviour-Nazi’s – we got up to prods and threats. A random corner of the room was chosen, swept up, and stuffed into duffle bags. We were as ready for\u00a0Adelaide<\/a>\u00a0as we’d ever been. Into the car; rushing back inside to collect the ever-necessary rum.<\/p>\n

Since the day of Moses and the Israelites through the desert, all road trips follow the same inevitable form:\u00a0tired<\/a> vitality, tedium, and finally desperation. So too with us, and as with the Israelites, Adelaide was\u00a0no promised land.<\/p>\n

On the march<\/h3>\n

A couple of days later, leaning against a storefront, eating McDonald’s, waiting for a taxi, searching in jest and in vain for any passer-bys not-white, a man walked along carrying only two packets of freshly bought\u00a0B&H<\/a>. “That man,”\u00a0Holly<\/a>\u00a0explained, “He’s on the march.” Two packets of B&H, that’s 50 heavy-duty rolls; that’s intent and dedication.<\/p>\n

There are no signposts on the march. There are no benches on the side for you to rest or lamps to show the way. There is no warning sign telling you to turn around or beware of the cliffs. There is one simple rule: keep marching. Choose a path and keep marching, and so long as you never stop you’ll never be lost. When you reach the end keep walking, because you made that decision long ago, and if you lose the path it doesn’t matter, because the path follows your feet, even should you fall.<\/p>\n

Strange days have found us, have tracked us down<\/h3>\n

At a certain point in time, in Adelaide, Holly and I stopped caring. We stopped caring about the people around us, about what we were doing, and about consequences. Our short time became a trivial exercise, looped, getting kicked out from one place into another, leaving behind annoyed friends, family, and acquaintances. Thus it was that on day five of our Adelaide escapade we found ourselves bored in a refurbished post-office, at the very\u00a0southern edge<\/a>\u00a0of greater \u00a0Adelaide. We were in the sticks, and we knew it.<\/p>\n

Now here’s the scene you have to picture: two young adults splayed out on the couch. The young woman intones, repeatedly, “Whiskey and speed<\/a>… whiskey and speed.” What are your choices? Suicidal tedium or go out for a faith-inspired walk? At eleven o’clock in the evening, we walked out of a stranger’s house, leaving the deadlock door\u00a0open<\/a>\u00a0in case we needed re-entry, and walked out into the stupefying night. We turned right at the end of the driveway merely because it was one of two random choices and kept walking; hit the round-a-bout and followed the cars, reasoning that wherever there are cars there are people, and wherever there are people there is whiskey and speed. We stayed on the march, kept walking, knowing that it didn’t matter, that the only choices were to continue or stop, and that the latter had no meaning, which is to say, no benefit to ourselves.<\/p>\n

Half an hour later, or so, we found ourselves on god’s forsaken road, no street lamps ahead, only empty country and a straight unpromising road. “This is it,” we told ourselves, “This is the road we’ve chosen, this is the march we cannot stop.” We kept walking into the darkness, expecting nothing beyond itself.<\/p>\n

And then, after several self-aware useless attempts at hitch-hiking towards humanity we met Cass. We crossed the road to talk to a\u00a0strange<\/a>\u00a0woman, pushing a baby underneath a dog in a pram. “Do you know where we can get something to drink?,” we innocently asked. She herded us towards the pub at the end of the road, talking to us about her dead neo-Nazi husband and lost 14-year-old sons. She was hoping I was her son. I was not.<\/p>\n

We walked on towards the pub, talking about the travesty that is outer Adelaide and the follies of the youth. We found the pub and the drink we so desperately wanted. It was five minutes before closing time, and the room had all the ambience expected from the last drinking hole at the end of the world: fat middle-aged men spilling their drinks at the barkeep and arguing about nothing; a drunk bogan struggling to start a fight with a silent Aboriginal man while others watched and stayed incomprehensively mute<\/a>; and muffled, from another room, the hollow ring of slot machines.<\/p>\n

Aquatic ascension (sans pilot whales)<\/h3>\n

Cass invited us to her house – a small apartment quagmired in an eco-village – and we dutifully, expectedly, and appreciatively accepted. As we sat on Cass’ couch she turned the conversation towards auras and energy, and then finally said, “Here, look at this,” offering us a new-age decorated magazine, “I don’t know what to make of it. It doesn’t sound true, but I’m not really sure.” The magazine prostelyzingly described reptile overlords, subdermal implants that controlled thoughts, levels of energy and alien gods, and finally ascension. In the end, it explained, all marine creatures except pilot whales will ascend. Apparently, everything from molluscs to dolphins are worthy of ascending, but not pilot whales. No explanation was forthcoming.<\/p>\n

The night continued,\u00a0drinks<\/a>\u00a0where mixed,\u00a0herb<\/a>\u00a0was incinerated, and\u00a0drug<\/a>\u00a0dealers were called. We’d found what we wanted.<\/p>\n

Conversation parodied itself, as our hosts engaged us in a talk: we were told of the hotel where the husband had died, of favourite scissors (a new one had been found that day), records that\u00a0don’t<\/a>\u00a0exist, and perpetual motion machines that draw electricity out of the ground.<\/p>\n

Corrupting the youth<\/a>; and, Away<\/h3>\n

We escaped, our heads buzzing, disbelieving the consistency of reality.<\/p>\n

Another day and another night, and having annoyed one more person in Adelaide, we returned to our last remaining\u00a0sanctuary<\/a>. Time echoed, as the cumulative effect of stimulants, downers, sleep and food deprivation, all combined to form a sick welt at the back of our thoughts. And so it was that we found ourselves in a room with a couple of 15-year-old boys who looked up to us as models of entertainment.<\/p>\n

These were\u00a0not proud<\/a>\u00a0times, our only goal being to pass the time until we should return to the car that had brought us to this trying town, to\u00a0reverse<\/a>\u00a0the journey back home. One of the adolescents – Jim – assured us that he was inhabited (not\u00a0possessed<\/em>, he insisted) by a demon. Biblical quotations convinced him to writhe in discomfort, and irresponsible\u00a0discussions<\/a>\u00a0of the possibility of molestation and murder alternatively frightened and excited him. He did not want the demon gone, he explained, for there was always the possibility of gaining some extraordinary powers. It seems that we all, no matter how\u00a0broken<\/a>, live in hope.<\/p>\n

We sat by the open window, making a token effort to send the green smoke outside, passing the shortening joints to the naive youngsters. Perhaps we hoped that their corruption would ameliorate our own. More likely we just\u00a0didn’t give a fuck<\/a>.\u00a0Cartoons<\/a>\u00a0and the malleability of unformed minds kept us distracted as the hours passed.<\/p>\n

The next day, after a modicum of unfulfilling sleep, we got into the car, and\u00a0nothing was quite right<\/a>.<\/p>\n

Looking back, months later now, I can’t help but be impressed by the feeling of invincible fate; we walked down nowhere’s lane in search of whiskey and speed, and the universe provided. Now,\u00a0more than ever<\/a>, I need to believe that that fate still exists.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Editorial notes: Autobiography? The journey is not a destination Sleep-deprived – a night\u00a0of seizures, lost large-breasted woman, and saviour-Nazi’s – we got up to prods and threats. A random corner of the room was chosen, swept up, and stuffed into duffle bags. We were as ready for\u00a0Adelaide\u00a0as we’d ever been. 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